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Posted by crazy teresa on August 29, 2005, at 22:57:16
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » crazy teresa, posted by Susan47 on August 29, 2005, at 17:20:30
> Well now that's a good question. I believe I was simply a girl who started vaginal secretions earlier than my mother expected (seven) but since I have had my own daughter I see how normal I was, and my mother was just completely freaked out thinking something was wrong.. I suppose she was just ignorant.
You poor thing! I can't even imagine what was going through your mind at 7 having to deal with that. I remember my 1st complete physical going into the 5th grade--I was completely mortified the doctor looked 'there'.
Posted by Susan47 on August 29, 2005, at 23:48:59
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Tamar, posted by Susan47 on August 29, 2005, at 17:18:44
I just had a thought, I think maybe red and black is the way to go. The next thing is to find an appreciative.. now I was going to say "audience" .. is that a little kink I have? Wow. The world goes round .. anyway an appreciative partner is what I mean to say.. you know, someone worth doing it for, a man worth the trouble.
Sometimes you know, you just realize you can attract them like honey, like the honey you are, and I don't know how long this'll last but I hope I get to use it! I like feeling like this. I really must move to a sunnier climate.
Really.
Posted by Susan47 on August 29, 2005, at 23:53:01
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by crazy teresa on August 29, 2005, at 22:57:16
I don't know how many male doctors I had looking down there.
One fondled me.
For ages. I never told anyone, I was too embarrassed. I didn't know how terribly inappropriate he really was, I knew he was but I didn't know how to protect myself other than get really internally angry, which I never expressed to anyone. It's so weird that I would live with this for so long and just lately realize what a violation of my person it was, for him to do that, but there was a time in medicine when it wasn't that unusual for women to go through that sort of thing.
Posted by Damos on August 30, 2005, at 17:58:30
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by Susan47 on August 29, 2005, at 23:48:59
Okay. I was gonna say I've held on for as long as I can but realised that that had all sorts of connotations given the tone of this thread, and of course that 'long' may be overstating things.
So. Just picture me sitting bolt upright at my desk, my hand shooting skyward screaming "OOW, OOW, Me, pick me, pick me!" Puulleeeeeese
Posted by Susan47 on August 30, 2005, at 21:02:29
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Susan47, posted by Damos on August 30, 2005, at 17:58:30
Okay.
:)
Posted by Susan47 on August 30, 2005, at 21:02:54
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Susan47, posted by Damos on August 30, 2005, at 17:58:30
Posted by Damos on August 30, 2005, at 22:39:09
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by Susan47 on August 30, 2005, at 21:02:29
Okay Damos she's called your bluff, now what?
Panic, yep panic, always a good first step, then what. Think boy think! Change my posting name, emails, phone numbers and residential address, investigate countries with non extradition treaties. Oh yeah, cold shower.
Seriously Susan I am flattered and would be truely honoured to share the enjoyment of your self discovery in all its beauty, passion and wonder. But you need someone way more confident and self assured than me. You are waaaaaaaay more than I could handle even on my best day. I'll just be content to celebrate your finding the joy and beauty that's in yourself
Posted by Susan47 on August 31, 2005, at 0:45:48
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Susan47, posted by Damos on August 30, 2005, at 22:39:09
You're probably right. ;)
Posted by Mal on September 6, 2005, at 21:55:15
In reply to Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by Susan47 on August 28, 2005, at 14:48:29
Susan-
I sometimes remember some "boyfriends" from my previous life... There is one- I can remember what he smelled like. It is weird, like- I can't just call up his smell from memory, but sometimes it hits me out of nowhere- I smell him- and I have to look around to make sure he isn't there. THis hasn't happened to me in a LONG time, but it HAS happened.ANyhow, I know he wasn't THE ONE for me- our break up was a smart thing I did, but our attraction was sooo...animal, electric, combustible. From the minute I first saw him, it was magnetic, and it was obvious he was interested in me, too. He looked at me like I was beautiful. He didn't glance away when I caught him looking. I miss that. He made an effort to be introduced to me. Then when we finally got together...niiiice. But it was hard, too (no intended puns, there). Because I was a GOOD GIRL- not a virgin, but not someone who could just have sex on the first date, with very little emotional connection (unless animal magnetism is actually an emotional connection...). For over a year we spent about a weekend a month together, with very few calls between, and I was getting attached but God knows what he was doing while he was away. Foolish of me, in a way- no telling who he was shagging, what drugs he was doing. But we were having as good a time as I had ever had at the time. I never could REALLY have a purely sexual relationship- sex always made me mixed up, made me think about LOVE, which of course isn't the same thing. I had a couple of other fuckbuddies in college, and one I still feel friendly toward- not upset or hurt... But I am just insecure enough to wonder if he ever talked about me, had derogatory remarks or opinions about me, or if he still has warm feelings for me, too. This guy I could call up and just be friends again, I think. But there is still a little rejection in there, because I would have been his girlfriend if he had been interested... Guess I wasn't good looking enough for him.
But in case you are wondering, my husband smells real good, too. ;) Not to mention SKILLS!
Have a great time, whatever you do.
MAL
Posted by muffled on September 8, 2005, at 22:39:06
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Susan47, posted by Damos on August 30, 2005, at 22:39:09
> Okay Damos she's called your bluff, now what?
>
> Panic, yep panic, always a good first step, then what. Think boy think! Change my posting name, emails, phone numbers and residential address, investigate countries with non extradition treaties. Oh yeah, cold shower.
>
> Seriously Susan I am flattered and would be truely honoured to share the enjoyment of your self discovery in all its beauty, passion and wonder. But you need someone way more confident and self assured than me. You are waaaaaaaay more than I could handle even on my best day. I'll just be content to celebrate your finding the joy and beauty that's in yourselfOh Damos, you sound so sweet and funny too. If I wasn't married I go with you. Those sweet guys are sometimes the BEST of all!
Posted by Damos on September 11, 2005, at 17:05:02
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Damos, posted by muffled on September 8, 2005, at 22:39:06
Why thank you Ms Muffled. It's been a loooooong time since and it'll probably be an equally long time till. Lots to learn, lots to forgive myself for before I'd be much good to anyone. But thank you.
Posted by Susan47 on September 15, 2005, at 23:17:48
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Susan47, posted by Mal on September 6, 2005, at 21:55:15
No one's here anymore, in all likelihood, but I was just reading this post of yours, Mal, and I'm thinking how fortunate you are that you have that memory of the smell of this man who was so attractive to you. It's so lovely to feel animal heat for someone. I wish everyone could have that feeling at least once. I had it for someone so intensely that I created love out of it, this feeling of huge love.. the attraction, for me, was that intense. Still is but fortunately, I suppose, not able to be indulged in any way .. hopefully there is someone else at some point before I .. go ... oh, I'm just being silly. The whole thing is probably a conjurer's trick, a mirage of the mind.
But man, does it ever feel incredibly good!
Posted by sunny10 on September 16, 2005, at 7:57:55
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Mal, posted by Susan47 on September 15, 2005, at 23:17:48
I have a smell memory trigger, too... a particular cologne on particular guys (it never smells the same on everyone) reminds me of a love long ago...
I don't miss him anymore- after all, there's a reason it didn't work out- but it's a fond memory when I smell that.
(See, someone was paying attention!)
Posted by fairywings on September 17, 2005, at 23:26:36
In reply to Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by Susan47 on August 28, 2005, at 14:48:29
I'm glad you got together with yourself susan! why don't women do this more often? it's good to know what works, what feels good. heck, a back massage feels good, so does a foot massage, and i sure don't feel guilty about that! i'm all for putting the baby down for his nap and having my way with myself!
i finally broke down and bought a vibrator, my husband helped me pick it out, well he would have if i had picked one out from the first 3 web sites, and first 100 pages! lol, Anyway, gotta try a lubricant called liquid silk. i thought we/i didn't need any lubricant, but honey, wow! it is wonderful on the fingers, wonderful on my new friend, wonderful to rub on him! ; ) and he loves it too!
oh, and we have 3 of the "ladies" videos by candida royale, lol funny, cheesy, but better than the hard core porno stuff. not saying that i've ever SEEN the hard core.......LOL
have a good time susan!
fw
Posted by fairywings on September 17, 2005, at 23:27:13
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by crazy teresa on August 29, 2005, at 10:43:57
Road Trip! LOL
Posted by fairywings on September 17, 2005, at 23:32:53
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by Susan47 on August 29, 2005, at 12:11:07
and you should enjoy your body susan that's great, that's really healthy, and i'm glad you and your ex have a great relationship, that's so awesome for your daughter. and btw, omg, can i borrow your ex just to make a tape of the sounds? i mean i'll use him for the sex, get the sounds on tape, and then give him back? ; )my hubby is pretty quiet till then end, i fantasize about some of that kind of stuff.......
fw
Posted by crazy teresa on September 18, 2005, at 2:52:13
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » crazy teresa, posted by fairywings on September 17, 2005, at 23:27:13
Oh sure, I drive while you and your new "friend" are in the back seat together? ROFL!!!
Posted by fairywings on September 18, 2005, at 7:11:50
In reply to Road trip » fairywings, posted by crazy teresa on September 18, 2005, at 2:52:13
nah, i was just kidding, i only do my husband, no women, well vibrators too, but mostly my husband....but the vibrator is catching up. LOL
fw
Posted by crazy teresa on September 18, 2005, at 21:52:24
In reply to Re: Road trip » crazy teresa, posted by fairywings on September 18, 2005, at 7:11:50
Posted by fairywings on September 18, 2005, at 22:16:16
In reply to I was refering to your new vibrator friend! (nm) » fairywings, posted by crazy teresa on September 18, 2005, at 21:52:24
Better yet, susan's ex, he makes better noises! LOL
Posted by crazy teresa on September 19, 2005, at 7:23:02
In reply to Re: blush! Can I bring my husband too?! » crazy teresa, posted by fairywings on September 18, 2005, at 22:16:16
Posted by Susan47 on September 19, 2005, at 21:21:47
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » Susan47, posted by fairywings on September 17, 2005, at 23:32:53
I think my ex- might be just sick enough to go along with that. Actually, we do not have a great relationship, we have a pretty lousy one, yet still better than many exes. It would be difficult to have a good relationship with S. He's not the type of person that very many people really want to spend a lot of time with, in that way.. including me. He actually did me a lot of psychological harm. I actually did what I thought I was smart enough NOT to do, I married a guy pretty much like my father is/was. And the weird thing is that he was pretty much well-disguised until you scratched the surface. I never gave myself that necessary time. Heavy sigh. In any case, thanks for the thought, wish it were true, haven't had sex since then and even though he tried I'm off limits, it was nice to know I could do it, but I just don't.. care enough that he turns my crank, unless I'm extremely H, which is as I was when that happened. Even then though I had to work hard to make myself feel good, loving feelings towards him. I managed to do it, because I had to and he was the safest person I know.
But it's horrible when the kids find out, which ours did even though we thought we were being secretive. That might be one of the reasons I'm not able to feel turned on anymore to him. Maybe in another six months I'll be with a new man. I hope.
Posted by Susan47 on September 19, 2005, at 21:22:39
In reply to Road trip » fairywings, posted by crazy teresa on September 18, 2005, at 2:52:13
If you drove a motorcycle, she wouldn't need her friend, the seat vibrates deliciously.
Posted by crazy teresa on September 20, 2005, at 0:02:22
In reply to Re: Road trip » crazy teresa, posted by Susan47 on September 19, 2005, at 21:22:39
Posted by fairywings on September 20, 2005, at 6:52:45
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex » fairywings, posted by Susan47 on September 19, 2005, at 21:21:47
OH! Sorry to hear that! If I married someone like my father, I'd well, you don't want to know. he was a total *astard!
Anyway, thought about a vibrator? ; ) Mines fuscia! and the speed adjusts! ; ) www.goodvibrations.com Just in case
Mine's one of their home brands i think. fuscia, soft pliable, adjustable, uses two batteries, and is "ribbed" that's not the right word for it, but....
oh well, not the same, but it helps in a pinch.fw
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