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Posted by zarathustra on September 21, 2009, at 14:43:07
All I want is to be understood. I want to be accepted for who I am. I feel like such an outcast. Where do I find people who are deep and expressive, who talk about their feelings, who dont put others down to make themselves feel better, who wont make me feel feminine for being who I am, who will comfort another person just because they need it. Who can empathize. Who arent afraid to say sorry, or I was wrong, who can forgive because they know that they are no better.
OR maybe I am simply some kind of Polyanna looking for something that does not exist.
Maybe I am living in some stupid utopian fantasy. Maybe I am naive. Survival of the fittest baby. Life is pretty horrible when you break it down, we are here to procreate no different from a virus. We are savage disgusting beasts. If it wasnt for seratonin, reality would drive us all to suicide.
I really dont know what I am trying to communicate here, I think I am hust angry right now and its coming out in the keystrokes, in a sort of stream-of-conciousness style, please forgive me if its all absurd.
Posted by Sigismund on September 21, 2009, at 15:17:24
In reply to Thoughts at end of 150mg IR Dex over 24hrs Part1, posted by zarathustra on September 21, 2009, at 14:43:07
Life is certainly no picnic.
I don't know how masculinity is constructed in your neck of the woods.
It was all manly handshakes and general fakery when I grew up.
You can find deviants, people who resist the dominant paradigm, and who refuse to be colonised by market forces and whatnot, but you have to look around.
Universities and alternative media outlets might be good places to start.
Older people might be nicer (I didn't like them when I was younger though) because the proximity to death moderates the tendency to be awful (Didn't work with Hitler).
Posted by Phillipa on September 21, 2009, at 16:56:07
In reply to Re: Thoughts at end of 150mg IR Dex over 24hrs Part1 » zarathustra, posted by Sigismund on September 21, 2009, at 15:17:24
You find nice people both here, on social, and psychology. Try posting on one of those boards. Phillipa
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