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Posted by muffled on September 17, 2006, at 21:48:02
Sorry, I'm not suposwed to post and i not replied to stuff and I am sorry.
But I SO confused cuz another inside kid was there and I thot she was sweet and cute and all, but she full of dumb ideas. I think she just wants attention. I think she full of sh*t. I think she totally playing me.
She sends me these emotions that have no basis on anything. Just stuff, random sh*t disturbing dumb feelings. At stupid times. I think she a bad one.......
But I dunno really.....
Mebbe she just needs a little straightening out.
But how do I STOP these stupid emots she sends my way? It was bad this a.m. Bad emotions.I couldn't make her stop. She makes me feel bad.
I just learning bout emotions and now she messing me up.
I dunno, mebbe I wrong.
I SO CONFUSED.
They not all that clear my inside people, they communicate in unclear ways.
:-(
I read some posts, some but not many, I am sorry.
Sorry you guys who are having a bad time.
Sorry.
:-(
Whoeverthef*ckiam
Posted by sunnydays on September 17, 2006, at 22:05:07
In reply to ???????????????????????????????????????, posted by muffled on September 17, 2006, at 21:48:02
Oh, muffled. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. Try to be gentle with yourself if you can. Emotions are really hard to deal with, and you are doing a such a good job. If she's a little kid, she can't help feeling emotions like that, right? She just wants to send them to an adult who she knows can help her handle them, someone like you. It'll be really hard, but try to take deep breaths and remember that you'll be okay. You've dealt with so much, you can deal with this. But I'm sorry there's so much. You're doing a really great job.
sunnydays
Posted by muffled on September 17, 2006, at 23:59:02
In reply to sending good thoughts to you » muffled, posted by sunnydays on September 17, 2006, at 22:05:07
Posted by llrrrpp on September 18, 2006, at 8:31:19
In reply to sending good thoughts to you » muffled, posted by sunnydays on September 17, 2006, at 22:05:07
Muffled, I don't know where your emotions are coming from. I'm sorry you're so confused. I'm glad that you can make some sense out of it by recognizing the different characters on the stage. It's like an opera. Sometimes the whole chorus is singing, and things get crazy, and you don't know what to look at, with all the dancing and costumes. Sometimes the theater is shut down at night and there's just a custodian, sweeping up the confetti off the stage, and the eery red lights of the EXIT signs. And sometimes there is a surprise aria by a guest star who you've never seen or heard of before, and she's not listed in the program. But her voice is clear and pure, and you listen. Sometimes they won't shut up, and you have to use the potty so bad, but you don't know when the intermission is, and you just want OUT. but you can't. it would be rude. so you cross you legs and think of dry places. ugh.
-ll
hugs for you muffly. you're brave. I don't want to admit that I might have the voice of baby llrrrpp, first-grade llrrrpp, or 15 year old llrrrpp. It would be... devastating, somehow.
Posted by muffled on September 18, 2006, at 12:04:00
In reply to Re: sending good thoughts to you, posted by llrrrpp on September 18, 2006, at 8:31:19
***Love your writing L, helps me to sort stuff in my head some. Thank you.
> hugs for you muffly. you're brave. I don't want to admit that I might have the voice of baby llrrrpp, first-grade llrrrpp, or 15 year old llrrrpp. It would be... devastating, somehow.
***I'm not brave, just kinda desprately stupid or something.
Hate to tell ya, but my T read me an artical and it said everybodys got their inside people!!!!
Just for some, they more distinct.
And for me, it is HUGE to know of my people cuz then its not such scarey chaos in my head.
I am not DID, I do have some dissociative ways, but much less than I used to.
Its like someone who says 'ah, it just brought out the kid in me!'. It IS their inside kid!
So don't worry bout that kinda stuff.
It can be very useful for sorting out stuff.
And really, when you get down to it, its a pretty clever strategy to help a kid get by, having others I mean.
And it feels good to be able to comfort little ones.
So I dunno.
I kinda a little f*cked up right now, so I dunno if I any help.
Sorry.
You a clever and kind one L, I sure you'll do just fine.
And you'll be a better person than ever for it.
Take care,
Muffled
Posted by muffled on September 18, 2006, at 12:05:02
In reply to Re: sending good thoughts to you, posted by muffled on September 18, 2006, at 12:04:00
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