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Posted by rjlockhart37 on August 28, 2014, at 22:00:59
i've been hesitant about writing this, but i've noticed that i have many times used diffrent faces around people, covering up the real personality....main reason because of the errors on not being able to adapt, so diffrent faces kinda got created....
but like im writing this right now as rj, that's my online idenity, mainly here....and my acutal person self does not go into depth as i write, im usally smile, and a nice person.....but a bit immature... right now being chunky munkey people say i look like a teddy bear......ughhhh yuk, can't believe i got to this state, but it was all by choice of giving up on healthy living ... it has be turned back on....giving up gets you no where, only greyness of memories of when you did try....never choose give up as an option, it's failure, and failure is associated with bad character traits
does anyone want to talk about idenity disorder's? because i need to talk about this and learn about it
Posted by Zyprexa on February 16, 2015, at 21:26:29
In reply to multiple idenity, posted by rjlockhart37 on August 28, 2014, at 22:00:59
I've got an identity disorder, because I don't know what to think about the oil tank explsion. I don't understand what happened that night because no one is willing to talk about it. They just want to move on. But since I don't understand what happened I don't know how to move on. What should I think of what happened that night. Its pressing on my mind.
Plus I was given all those ECTs right after. So I don't even remember myself. Its hard to have an identity if you dont remember it. Plus I don't remember if I even talked about oil tank right after, because of the ECTs. People tell me I didn't, but I don't remember anything. Just bits and pieces and a lot of realy weird dreams.
Anyways back to the identity. I don't remember myself and I don't know how to move on. So result is I don't know who I am. Makes life complicated.
I'm trying to just forget about it and move on as I remember things from the past. Piecing together myself.
I also wonder if the ECTs may have added to my psychosis. By damaging my brain and memory. I acted realy weird when I got out of hospital. And thoughts were weird for years. I just didn't talk about it because I didn't think people would understand.
Although, my mom told me that I had told her the TV was talking to me before I went into hospital. I don't remember this.
So, who am I and I wish I could remember. And wish I knew.
Posted by Zyprexa on February 16, 2015, at 21:45:56
In reply to Re: multiple idenity, posted by Zyprexa on February 16, 2015, at 21:26:29
I dont know who I am unless I understand that part of my life. A very major part of my life. It was deffinitly a major turning point. Its when I lost my life. I was partying everyday before. Then after I got my life in order and completed school, went to college, worked. But in the process I lost all my freinds, my life and happyness. People turned on me. Cops were acting like I was guilty of something. People wanted to beat me up and did. Called me a killer. Taunted me. In public. I had to move, out of the country. (and NO I had nothing to do with it)
Slowly I am rebuilding my life. Its been hard, because I don't feel I can trust anyone.
Posted by Zyprexa on February 16, 2015, at 21:50:27
In reply to Re: multiple idenity, posted by Zyprexa on February 16, 2015, at 21:45:56
And oh yah thats when I lost my sanity. Went to mental hospital and been on meds ever since. 18 years now.
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