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Posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 3:57:46
I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!
AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY BS ABOUT IT!!!!!!!
JOHN
Posted by tina on October 1, 2000, at 13:21:00
In reply to I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 3:57:46
> I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!
>
> AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY BS ABOUT IT!!!!!!!
>
> JOHNIf you don't want to hear any BS about it, why did you post it?
YOu are here. Obviously you want help or you'd shut yourself away and find some way to end your life since you know so many ways to do it.
Just let your guard down and let someone help you. Stop being so damned unwilling to accept help. It isn't weak to ask for it and there are so many who would willingly give it. Open your heart man! Look around! Nobody wants you to die except YOU.
Posted by Racer on October 1, 2000, at 13:42:54
In reply to I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 3:57:46
OK, John, I won't give you any BS about it.
I'm sorry you feel this way. It sounds very painful, and I hope you find relief soon. I also hope you find relief in life, rather than the alternative.
Sending strength and good wishes your way.
Posted by Cindy W on October 1, 2000, at 16:35:12
In reply to I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 3:57:46
> I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!
>
> AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY BS ABOUT IT!!!!!!!
>
> JOHNJohn, usually suicidal feelings are temporary...hope you are able to hang in there until life gets more manageable and less painful. I've been there, done that (as have many of this board). I'm sending you love and caring.--Cindy W
Posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 21:22:05
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by tina on October 1, 2000, at 13:21:00
> YOu are here. Obviously you want help or you'd shut yourself away and find some way to end your life since you know so many ways to do it.
I'M working on it!
> Just let your guard down and let someone help you. Stop being so damned unwilling to accept help. It isn't weak to ask for it and there are so many who would willingly give it. Open your heart man! Look around! Nobody wants you to die except YOU.
INDEED! Just because you're cold doesn't mean you need to give me a blanket!
Posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 21:23:55
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!! » pullmarine, posted by Racer on October 1, 2000, at 13:42:54
I appreciate your support. I just don't want live. I never have wanted to live. > OK, John, I won't give you any BS about it.
>
> I'm sorry you feel this way. It sounds very painful, and I hope you find relief soon. I also hope you find relief in life, rather than the alternative.
>
> Sending strength and good wishes your way.
Posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 21:28:13
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by Cindy W on October 1, 2000, at 16:35:12
As u said, USUALLY. furthermore, I am not suicidal. I just wish I were dead. lastly, in my case, my pain is not temporary, so don't give me this BS. >
> John, usually suicidal feelings are temporary...hope you are able to hang in there until life gets more manageable and less painful. I've been there, done that (as have many of this board). I'm sending you love and caring.--Cindy W
Posted by chdurie2 on October 1, 2000, at 22:56:58
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 21:28:13
> As u said, USUALLY. furthermore, I am not suicidal. I just wish I were dead. lastly, in my case, my pain is not temporary, so don't give me this BS. >
> > John, usually suicidal feelings are temporary...hope you are able to hang in there until life gets more manageable and less painful. I've been there, done that (as have many of this board). I'm sending you love and caring.--Cindy WI'm probably going to get attacked for this one, but i'm definitely in the minority here. i don't know you, as perhaps some others do (i'm new here), but....I find your arrogance, anger and hatred very offensive. in fact, i feel that you're manipulating people on this board into giving you attention. you're doing a great job. you need more help than you know or probably more than all of us together could give. the rest of us are trying to work on our problems. let's not waste our time on someone who does not want our help and who does not want to work on his own problems. now i've probably given you more attention than you deserve, but i found your posting poisonous. wake up and smell your own garbage. caroline
Posted by pullmarine on October 2, 2000, at 0:08:17
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!! » pullmarine, posted by chdurie2 on October 1, 2000, at 22:56:58
No one is forcing you to read what I post. If you don't like it, feel free to skip it.
john
> > As u said, USUALLY. furthermore, I am not suicidal. I just wish I were dead. lastly, in my case, my pain is not temporary, so don't give me this BS. >
> > > John, usually suicidal feelings are temporary...hope you are able to hang in there until life gets more manageable and less painful. I've been there, done that (as have many of this board). I'm sending you love and caring.--Cindy W
>
> I'm probably going to get attacked for this one, but i'm definitely in the minority here. i don't know you, as perhaps some others do (i'm new here), but....I find your arrogance, anger and hatred very offensive. in fact, i feel that you're manipulating people on this board into giving you attention. you're doing a great job. you need more help than you know or probably more than all of us together could give. the rest of us are trying to work on our problems. let's not waste our time on someone who does not want our help and who does not want to work on his own problems. now i've probably given you more attention than you deserve, but i found your posting poisonous. wake up and smell your own garbage. caroline
Posted by Cindy W on October 2, 2000, at 9:01:33
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 21:28:13
> As u said, USUALLY. furthermore, I am not suicidal. I just wish I were dead. lastly, in my case, my pain is not temporary, so don't give me this BS. >
> > John, usually suicidal feelings are temporary...hope you are able to hang in there until life gets more manageable and less painful. I've been there, done that (as have many of this board). I'm sending you love and caring.--Cindy WPullmarine/John, usually suicidal feelings are temporary...the pain is NOT temporary and can be very intense, but can be dealt with, by doing some problem solving, seeking social support, and giving it your best attempt. The people who are most hurt by suicide are those left behind. Living takes courage. Please be courageous. Why don't you explain why you are feeling so much pain and just want to not be alive? Most of us have felt that way at some time or another.--Cindy W
Posted by dari on October 2, 2000, at 9:34:06
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 2, 2000, at 0:08:17
> No one is forcing you to read what I post. If you don't like it, feel free to skip it.
>
> john
>
> > I'm probably going to get attacked for this one, but i'm definitely in the minority here. i don't know you, as perhaps some others do (i'm new here), but....I find your arrogance, anger and hatred very offensive. in fact, i feel that you're manipulating people on this board into giving you attention. you're doing a great job. you need more help than you know or probably more than all of us together could give. the rest of us are trying to work on our problems. let's not waste our time on someone who does not want our help and who does not want to work on his own problems. now i've probably given you more attention than you deserve, but i found your posting poisonous. wake up and smell your own garbage. carolineI am with Caroline on this one. I am neither callous nor uncaring, but this absurd. Why put statements such as this one out here in cyberland if you don't want thoughtful, caring responses. I am sure that you've had enough acerbic retorts in your own head to your original posted statement to keep you going for a while. And yes, I will from this point forward disregard your posts and not read them.
dari
Posted by Nibor on October 2, 2000, at 23:15:16
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 21:28:13
> As u said, USUALLY. furthermore, I am not suicidal. I just wish I were dead. lastly, in my case, my pain is not temporary, so don't give me this BS. >
Do you hate everything? Is there anything that is okay? What are the things you hate less than most?
Posted by Dr. Bob on October 3, 2000, at 2:27:29
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 21:28:13
> As u said, USUALLY. furthermore, I am not suicidal. I just wish I were dead. lastly, in my case, my pain is not temporary, so don't give me this BS.
One of the goals of this board is support, so please don't just reject it when it's offered to you. And please also be civil. Thanks,
Bob
Posted by Cass on October 3, 2000, at 12:50:14
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 2, 2000, at 0:08:17
Pullmarine,
Can you give a little more background info on yourself? It might help people help you better. Have you tried meds? Have you been through a lot of trauma? What do you feel is the source of your depression? I'm not a psychologist, but knowing the answers to these questions might make our responses more substantial. Good wishes to you.
Cass
Posted by Pritzker on October 10, 2000, at 19:41:58
In reply to I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!, posted by pullmarine on October 1, 2000, at 3:57:46
Hello John,
How are you feeling John?
I am concerned that you are not happy...why don't you tell us about it. I am sure there must be a lot of thoughts running in your head right now. Why don't you devote some time to write and tell us all about it in details. Just start writing. I'm interested in how you are feeling.
> I HATE LIFE AND I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE!!
>
> AND I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANY BS ABOUT IT!!!!!!!
>
> JOHN
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