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Posted by Miller on March 16, 2003, at 20:05:54
I am so worried about you. PLease use us to help handle your pain. If we all take on just a tiny bit, you will be relieved of such a burden. I need to hear from you, ShannonJyl. You know I care a great deal about you, as does everyone hear.
You are talented, a great mother, a superb friend, a great wife, and funny as all hell! Please let us help you. I know it is not easy for you right now.
I want you to be alright. I want you to be happy. Let us help.
All my love and support,
Miller (Jyl)
Posted by justyourlaugh on March 16, 2003, at 21:19:56
In reply to Shannonjyl-Boo Please answer!!, posted by Miller on March 16, 2003, at 20:05:54
jyl
last night
i was emailing to jay......but i was so,,,,,,,,, there i am ...so confused,,
jyl i was there
we were standinging outside the hospital ..it was drizzling a bit...my hand was in his pocket of his leather coat...we were sharing his smoke...but it was really his...
i cant do this any more because i get involved ......and i feel jay hurt me
and i dont even know the guy ,,,yet i hate him......
he didnt lean on me enough,,,,,,shit i need a gun
Posted by sienna on March 16, 2003, at 21:25:42
In reply to jyl had the guts so do i..... » Miller, posted by justyourlaugh on March 16, 2003, at 21:19:56
do you wanna talk for a bit?
im here and just listning to music and reading old journals. maybe i can help maybe i cant but i can try.
sienna
Posted by Miller on March 16, 2003, at 21:27:25
In reply to jyl had the guts so do i..... » Miller, posted by justyourlaugh on March 16, 2003, at 21:19:56
No, you don't need a gun. You need a friend. You know (because you have told me) that you can't put everything you have into other people. That said, you need to hold on to what you know is right. You are a spectacular srtist and a wonderful friend. Let me help you now.
Get it all out. Think of your misery as poison. The more you get out, the better you will feel.
I hurt when you hurt. Give us some relief by talking it all out instead of hurting yourself.
I am here for you, as we all are.
LOVE
Posted by Dinah on March 16, 2003, at 21:49:46
In reply to jyl had the guts so do i..... » Miller, posted by justyourlaugh on March 16, 2003, at 21:19:56
I know you feel pretty rotten, Shannon, but would it help to talk? I think it might help to call your doctor, too. You shouldn't have to be alone when you feel like this. It helps to have all your supports in place.
Can you call your doctor? Is he the sort of doctor you can talk to? I know I could call my therapist if I needed to. He would be glad that I called him rather than hurt myself. I'm sure your doctor would feel the same.
Posted by justyourlaugh on March 16, 2003, at 23:06:27
In reply to Boo..., posted by Miller on March 16, 2003, at 21:27:25
really.it that it all it is...
i cant even tell,any more...i know this so wrong,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,jay,,,,,,,,,,,,,,mabe i knew before,,how dare you walk away from me last night ...you fuck....i was left standing alone...
.joey,,,i am angy,,,,bob thinks i am offending,,,that is ok...i get defensive...
not a chance in hell i am forgiving eh you fuck?
Posted by sienna on March 16, 2003, at 23:34:07
In reply to get it out?.. » Miller, posted by justyourlaugh on March 16, 2003, at 23:06:27
i hear you. im sorry things are so bad right now. i feel it too. is there anyone you trust you can talk to. i know you dont really know me. i dont really know many hear as i lurked a long time. im going to be checking back here but im also surfing the web some.
sending you good thoughts
sienna
Posted by Miller on March 17, 2003, at 0:11:09
In reply to get it out?.. » Miller, posted by justyourlaugh on March 16, 2003, at 23:06:27
No, Shannon, that is not all there is to it. But, it is a start that doesn't require too much.
How did you feel when he walked away from you? What did you want instead? What would have been the perfect scenerio?
I love you Shannon. Hang tough. You are my hero.
LOVE
Posted by justyourlaugh on March 17, 2003, at 0:32:39
In reply to Letting go, posted by Miller on March 17, 2003, at 0:11:09
you truly asked why?
jay.............
was aneasy frieand.
he was needy
asked for hellp....................
no child would do that .....
they know...love love is onconditionalhope in hell jay does read this..jay is ///////==========if i could could never hear this ,,,,,iwas there,,,,,,i am so fucked,,last night,,wasnst?anywaybecause i wz a stdntT,??//////i dont know jay but..i wont be a bother
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