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Posted by lostforwards on December 13, 2004, at 19:19:12
I was frightened. Then I asked the land lord if I had new neighbours in the appt. next to me. She said no. Then the fear all went away. Strangely enough so did the urge to look at porn BUT I still have motor ticks, TD stereotypes, I'm still screwed up.
That didn't stop this from happening. I went to the grocerry store and every time I saw a chick I felt like merging with them. It was insane. And what's weirder is it bubbled up out of the blue despite my brain chemistry being screwed.
Posted by lostforwards on December 13, 2004, at 19:36:41
In reply to Strange unconscious urges bubbling to the top.., posted by lostforwards on December 13, 2004, at 19:19:12
yeah I know I sound like I'm objectifying women now... well if you must know...I've found online text-based exchanges to be VERY stimulating at times. I'm not talking cybersex either. Peoples personalities matter. I think. Maybe I just don't see the differences as well as some people do. Maybe I form horrendous stereotypes, and don't really get to know people very initimately as a result.
I'm just saying something went wacky and I started wanting to merge... perhaps a better word would be interact.... You know... maybe that's part of the puzzle. I don't think if this were months earlier that I would've actually gone to talk to the land lord. I would've just sat in my appt. wondering, trying to figure it out on my own...
Now what happened with those chicks/girls/women whatever, I love them, was I wanted to get closer.
Pictures aren't cutting anymore, I'll tell you that much. It's like somebody opened up a box in my head. It's weird but frightening.
Posted by KikiCabell on December 15, 2004, at 10:25:30
In reply to Re: Strange unconscious urges bubbling to the top., posted by lostforwards on December 13, 2004, at 19:36:41
Regardless of subject, your writing is incredible.
> yeah I know I sound like I'm objectifying women now... well if you must know...I've found online text-based exchanges to be VERY stimulating at times. I'm not talking cybersex either. Peoples personalities matter. I think. Maybe I just don't see the differences as well as some people do. Maybe I form horrendous stereotypes, and don't really get to know people very initimately as a result.
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> I'm just saying something went wacky and I started wanting to merge... perhaps a better word would be interact.... You know... maybe that's part of the puzzle. I don't think if this were months earlier that I would've actually gone to talk to the land lord. I would've just sat in my appt. wondering, trying to figure it out on my own...
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> Now what happened with those chicks/girls/women whatever, I love them, was I wanted to get closer.
> Pictures aren't cutting anymore, I'll tell you that much. It's like somebody opened up a box in my head. It's weird but frightening.
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Posted by lostforwards on December 15, 2004, at 12:37:30
In reply to Re: Strange unconscious urges bubbling to the top. » lostforwards, posted by KikiCabell on December 15, 2004, at 10:25:30
I'm not sure if you're one of them or you're being honest. Just in case you're one of them and I need to defend myself: the funny thing about writing style is I absorb it from other people. When I started reading some posts on this forum I ended up assuming a really stupid pseudo scientific writing style. And it came straight from other peoples posts. I don't know why I did it but I know where it came from. I'm trying to avoid doing that.
I feel like the better part of me is getting snuffed out along with whatever it is, is being snuffed out. I use non-verbal gesures more often. Is that a good thing? I shake my head instead of screaming at my parents. Is that a good think?
I don't think so. I feel like all that's going to be left is a shell.
Posted by lostforwards on December 15, 2004, at 13:10:25
In reply to Re: Strange unconscious urges bubbling to the top., posted by lostforwards on December 15, 2004, at 12:37:30
I'm not saying everybody's posts on here have a scientific style and I'm not even saying that that's a bad thing. From me it sounded stupid cause it wasn't my style. I picked up a style from certain posters ( not everyone ) on this board without knowing it. It carried over to other places outside of babble too.
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