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Deep inside i want to die......

Posted by dexedrineilov on December 20, 2004, at 17:46:09

After being on many drugs over the last nine years,including dexamfetamine which im still on,i take meth,this makes me out-going,loud,say things to all,yet with the anti-sycotics i have gone from 12 st to 20 in 2 years...i wont go out,visit people,none of my clothes fit...i really want to fall asleep and never wake up.....the only thing i love is my golden retriever,i couldnt leave him,not yet.

 

Re: Deep inside i want to die...... » dexedrineilov

Posted by Fallen4MyT on December 20, 2004, at 17:55:49

In reply to Deep inside i want to die......, posted by dexedrineilov on December 20, 2004, at 17:46:09

I am glad you have your Golden Retriever to keep you here...and that you love your dog enough to stay... I use to work in GR rescue and had a few goldens myself..They are very loyal dogs and loving ....what I know best about this breed is they love deeply and even after many years in a new home you can still tell they want and miss their first owners..So I am glad you have that dog to keep you here and hope someday you want to stay for you and not only your dog. You are a blessing to one another. I have a new dog and am making him homemade dog biscuits for xmas bone shaped and all....I love pets they are so sweet and pure.

 

Re: Deep inside i want to die......

Posted by Jai Narayan on December 20, 2004, at 19:40:03

In reply to Deep inside i want to die......, posted by dexedrineilov on December 20, 2004, at 17:46:09

I totally know about that fall asleep and not wake up.
It has quite a pull.
but I just know there's more to that than just falling asleep.
it all sounds so innocent and easy.
I just know there's a hitch.
The easy road just ain't so easy.
My bones tell me that "in one way or another" there is a payback.

I think if you can ride it out there might be more at the end of the rainbow.
I know your dog would be happy...so would we.
Jai


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