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Posted by dreamboat_annie on October 13, 2006, at 23:38:53
I keep hearing it on the radio. It's sad and sombre and I feel somewhat empty when I hear it because I can relate to it. It captures me everytime it comes on. Weird.
(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't loose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all thew things I didn't do for you
Hate me in way, yeah in ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you
were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so f*cking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling make it go away,
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"(Chorus)
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
Posted by inimitable on October 15, 2006, at 13:24:57
In reply to Anyone heard this song by Blue October (trigger), posted by dreamboat_annie on October 13, 2006, at 23:38:53
TOTALLY!!!! i love that song, you should see the video! it is so sad it made me cry, made me think of the type of relationship i DON'T have with my mother. i totally understand, that song is sooo moving, in fact so moving that i went out and got the cd and went to a concert of theirs in detroit! my first EVER music concert, it was great, cause i sat across the room straight in front of the singer, upstairs, so i was looking straight at him....but yes, i also got another one of their cds which was great. you should listen to "come in closer" by them....it's haunting.
*inimitable
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