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Posted by rainbutterfly on November 2, 2006, at 14:34:20
Too many mistakes. Too much sadness, too much.... me :-(
Love and peace to all, I mean that... I guess just not for me though, and it's maybe true, I don't deserve happiness.... I mess up too much.
Maybe in a year or so I will be back.. if any of you will have me....
Take care,
butterfly
(I won't be replying back to the thread..... again, peace to all)
Posted by Phillipa on November 2, 2006, at 16:31:19
In reply to Going away, posted by rainbutterfly on November 2, 2006, at 14:34:20
I'm sorry you can't stay. But you are a great person to me and understand and of course your welcome back anytime.Please take care of yourself. I'll miss you. Love Phillipa
Posted by rainbutterfly on November 2, 2006, at 22:41:37
In reply to Going away, posted by rainbutterfly on November 2, 2006, at 14:34:20
Thanks Phillipa,
Please consider my post deleted. I'm in a very bad place. However I need to deal with that and quit griping. Live or die, its my decision....(and it's hanging in the balance) I've survived times as bad as this before....when all my thoughts and feelings are consumed with pitch black darkness and nightmarish fear so I am not completely without strength and determination.
Thanks for your kindness, I would prefer it if no one else replies to this thread, (I don't "deserve" any more kind replies probably in any case)
I might stay here, I might not. I might change my name, I might not. But there is no where to hide...
butterfly
Posted by rainbutterfly on November 4, 2006, at 17:40:42
In reply to Going away, posted by rainbutterfly on November 2, 2006, at 14:34:20
I've been thinking this over. I have decided I won't be back. I'll miss many of you :-(
I need to concentrate on finding a good therapist, which is likely to take many hours, and also Mr Bear is ill :-( :-( :-(
The time I have spent here hasn't helped me, although I had hoped it would..... that is no one's fault but my own. I take the blame. Like I said endlessly, I SHOULD have found a T (twice a freakin' week) a long time ago, no matter what the emotional or financial cost.
I wish I could run away where NO ONE could find me... and start again from scratch. But I won't leave Mr Bear, however much I want to leave this world......
Wishing peace for all,
butterfly:-(
Posted by Phillipa on November 4, 2006, at 20:07:02
In reply to Re: Going away » rainbutterfly, posted by rainbutterfly on November 4, 2006, at 17:40:42
Would you now be willing to babblemail me? Love Phillipa
Posted by rainbutterfly on November 4, 2006, at 23:43:21
In reply to Re: Going away » rainbutterfly, posted by Phillipa on November 4, 2006, at 20:07:02
I think I may have changed my mind. (Again). Running away isn't really the answer. I just have to be even more careful every time I post.. ... I know I have screwed up in the past... badly at times :-(
(but I never claimed to be perfect)As I am no doubt infantile in some aspects :-( (my dear former T said so and he was probably correct) I will utilise the ABC method that someone told me about to try to ensure no further screw ups :-(
Thanks to you and gg and others here for putting up with the extremely irritating butterfly,
Take care
Posted by Phillipa on November 5, 2006, at 16:46:18
In reply to Re: Going away » Phillipa, posted by rainbutterfly on November 4, 2006, at 23:43:21
Well you're not irritating to me in any way. Love Phillipa
Posted by rainbutterfly on November 5, 2006, at 22:42:58
In reply to Re: Going away » rainbutterfly, posted by Phillipa on November 5, 2006, at 16:46:18
Thanks Phillipa!
I irritate me the whole time.... bangs head on wall :-(
xo butterfly
Posted by Phillipa on November 5, 2006, at 23:09:13
In reply to Re: Going away » rainbutterfly, posted by Phillipa on November 5, 2006, at 16:46:18
When you get you're courage up and feel safe babblemail me so we can safely talk okay? love Phillipa I still like you.
Posted by rainbutterfly on November 7, 2006, at 20:28:48
In reply to Re: Going away » Phillipa, posted by Phillipa on November 5, 2006, at 23:09:13
Sorry Phillipa. I can't stay. It's nothing you've done. I just can't stay :-(
Take care,
butterfly
Posted by Phillipa on November 7, 2006, at 21:02:00
In reply to Re: Going away - wont be back » Phillipa, posted by rainbutterfly on November 7, 2006, at 20:28:48
Try? If not be safe. Love you Phillipa
Posted by rainbutterfly on November 9, 2006, at 1:55:50
In reply to Re: Going away - wont be back » rainbutterfly, posted by Phillipa on November 7, 2006, at 21:02:00
Thanks Phillipa... I posted on the meds board but regretted it as I shouldn't even be here at all (or anywhere for that matter :-( so this is my last post,
peace
butterfly
Posted by Phillipa on November 9, 2006, at 17:54:43
In reply to Re: Going away - wont be back » Phillipa, posted by rainbutterfly on November 9, 2006, at 1:55:50
I see you did post on the meds board and that is great so glad you did. Love Phillipa
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