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Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 31, 2007, at 22:29:22
This is the first 24 hour time period in which I have not gotten a single "new post to thread xxxx" e-mail.
I feel so... empty. I guess I have to write threads in order to get my email to fill up. That feels really pathetic to me somehow.
But not as pathetic as I feel at this moment, composing a thread for the purpose of someone saying " hi " to me.
better go take my pills now. funny things are happening to my moods and cognition. cannot be good.
Why can't right now be Thursday night, one day closer to Friday?
lowly,
Ll
Posted by gardenergirl on January 31, 2007, at 22:35:11
In reply to Feelin' no love, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 31, 2007, at 22:29:22
Love on the way
Posted by madeline on February 1, 2007, at 7:49:43
In reply to Feelin' no love, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 31, 2007, at 22:29:22
Love to you as well!
Stay safe - and remember, it's already tomorrow in Australia!
J
Posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2007, at 9:20:56
In reply to Re: Feelin' no love » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by madeline on February 1, 2007, at 7:49:43
Lurpsie you know how I feel about you. You're a real winner in the real true sense to me and wish I was like you. So full of spunk and unafraid. I love you my friend. Love Phillipa
Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 9:43:13
In reply to Re: Feelin' no love, posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2007, at 9:20:56
Thank you all. I felt some love in my inbox this am. :)
you guys are the best.
Moods... ugh.
Phillipa, you think I'm full of spunk and unafraid!!! haha! That makes me smile.
Here are 10 things I'm afraid of, not in any particular order
1. men
2. mice
3. strife
4. falling objects
5. scurrying lizards
6. possums
7. mini-van sliding doors
8. serving bad food to guests
9. being late
10. public performance (i.e. speaking or violining)
~~~~sending a little LlurpsieLove back to you all-Ll
Posted by cubic_me on February 1, 2007, at 10:26:59
In reply to Feelin' no love, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 31, 2007, at 22:29:22
> I feel so... empty. I guess I have to write threads in order to get my email to fill up. That feels really pathetic to me somehow.
>I always used to moan to my parents that they got lots of mail when I didn't. My mom said I had to write letters to get any back - I think that's one thing she was right about (and bills and bank statements don't count!)
Posted by Kath on February 1, 2007, at 15:11:35
In reply to Feelin' no love, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 31, 2007, at 22:29:22
awwwwwwww (((((((((((Ll)))))))))))))))
I sometimes skim down the posts & get a bit dismayed at the threads where mine is the last post. I forget who it was who commented about being a thread-stopper or something like that!
You're an integral part of here Ll & don't you fergit it!!
Love & hugs, & tea in mugs Kath
Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 21:45:17
In reply to Re: Feelin' no love » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Kath on February 1, 2007, at 15:11:35
I'm feeling really bad now. maybe I'm in withdrawal from somethingerother.
crap. sahinking
that was supposed to spell shaking.
and I cannot type worth a !@*#&!@#(@
I'm gonna be ok. pdockery is in the works
Posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2007, at 22:02:53
In reply to Re: Feelin' no love, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 21:45:17
Li good for pdockery as you have changed your meds right? Love Phillipa
Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 22:07:02
In reply to Re: Feelin' no love » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2007, at 22:02:53
right, phillipa.
changing meds. i feel like i'm unravelling. was it all an illusion?
(((phillipa)))
Posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2007, at 22:11:24
In reply to Re: Feelin' no love » Phillipa, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 22:07:02
Awww sweetie come on over and we will snuggle with Greg and the pups and I will add meds and you will take less. Sharing? No ill intent meant. Love Phillipa
Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 22:14:34
In reply to Re: Feelin' no love » Phillipa, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 22:07:02
sick sick sick. rotten inside and out. can't stop the bad thoughts.
yet my descent was mercifully abrupt. maybe this will all be better by morning.
I can fake it. I HAVE to fake it. life goes on.
and i keep having the urge to post secret cryptic things. and i cannot stop the shaking and the paranoia. who's reading? why? stop. that's not nice Llurpsie. where's nice Llurpsie. what the f*ck happened to her. well. maybe order will be restored. maybe i should just f*cking suck it up like everyone else does. who am I to complain? Why, when everyone else goes through this stuff all the time? why did I think i was better. a little adding there, weaning there, and what the f*ck. the demons are there, and I'm destabilified.
what are my options. go back on the fat pill? i don't even care enough about me to post my dilemmas on the psychobabble boards. whatever. let pdoc fix me.
-L
Posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2007, at 23:04:28
In reply to anti-anti-anti-anti depressed. » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 22:14:34
Lurpsie I think that would be a very good idea until you talk to your pdoc. Will you do it? Love Phillipa ps take the seroquel
Posted by Declan on February 2, 2007, at 0:57:10
In reply to anti-anti-anti-anti depressed. » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 22:14:34
'and i keep having the urge to post secret cryptic things. and i cannot stop the shaking and the paranoia. who's reading? why? stop.'
Allow me in here. This is sort of how I feel about my posts. And then I feel really vulnerable, but it's what I want to do....hey, I know that, what do you know?
Posted by happykat on February 2, 2007, at 3:34:31
In reply to Feelin' no love, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 31, 2007, at 22:29:22
Llurpsienoodle,
You rock!!!!!!! :)
Have a Happy Friday.Regards,
kat
Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 2, 2007, at 6:08:58
In reply to Re: anti-anti-anti-anti depressed. » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Declan on February 2, 2007, at 0:57:10
declan, you're too cool for me. you know that i find meaning in many of your cryptic posts, dont you?
that's the great thing about your crypticity- there is more than one solution to the puzzle.
i feel like the only solution to my puzzle is
get fat or be insane.
ugh
what a dilemma. what I wouldn't do for a trilemma or a quadralemma
-Ll
Posted by karen_kay on February 2, 2007, at 6:37:46
In reply to Feelin' no love, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 31, 2007, at 22:29:22
in one of my threads somewhere li.
i was feeling that way for a while too li. ((((my li noodle doodle)))))
i need a fantastic nickname for you dear.
and i'd find where i did your shout out, but i'd get distracted and i'd be on the puter for four (count them) four months.
howsa bout my dolly? li doll?
you're love li. by me especially, and that's all that really matters, right?
take care of you.
roses are green
li can't be seen
not to be mean
but she's just so clean :)lovies you li dollie
Posted by Jo U.K on February 2, 2007, at 8:23:07
In reply to Thank you guys, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 1, 2007, at 9:43:13
Sorry Llurpsie, I must have missed that thread. I may be new here, but your posts are always great, I hope you feel less un-loved now.
Regards to you.
Jo
Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 2, 2007, at 10:34:30
In reply to Re: Thank you guys, posted by Jo U.K on February 2, 2007, at 8:23:07
Jo, we've all been new here. I'm not so new anymore, but I still feel "novel". how about that?
okay I go home now to bed.
gnight
-Ll
thanks for your nice message. glad you like my posts. I try to anchor them below the frost line so that my supports remain true and square.
Posted by Declan on February 2, 2007, at 20:09:53
In reply to Re: anti-anti-anti-anti depressed. » Declan, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 2, 2007, at 6:08:58
A friend of mine takes a couple of hundred milligrams of Seroquel at night and avoids weight gain, probably with some effort.
I need to find a good tea merchant (to change the subject a little). In these shameless and boring etc etc times a good tea supplier is one thing you can get hold of. A nice cup of really good Oolong, just as nice as white tea really...I'm sure it's good for weight...and convinced myself it's good for everything (except insomnia) so now I always enjoy it.
Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 2, 2007, at 22:36:12
In reply to Re: anti-anti-anti-anti depressed. » Llurpsie_Noodle, posted by Declan on February 2, 2007, at 20:09:53
Declan, I love a green tea called Lung Ching or Dragon's Well. It's whole leaf green tea that is gently pressed into flattish twiggy shapes.
Lovely aromas of honey and florals. Like a summer breeze. and you can continue to resteep it for more lingering enjoyment.
I've been enjoying my mate very much. I enjoy the ones that are "extra suave" because the other one is a little too astringent and bitter for me to stomach first thing in the am. I even got a book on the history of the mate before I left Argentina.
most of all I like the metal straws. They are SO practical. I even use them to drink whole leaf tea, because they strain out all of the junk.
a little sugar, a heap of mate and I'm feeling good.
well, that's not exactly true. see my post on withdrawals. I'm super hydrated and took an extra klonoping today. I feel 10 times better.
plus I have a project. now I'm sending you to studs board (that's where us students hang out) to read more about that, 'cause I know you're so bored that you're watching paint dry....
-Llurpsed
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