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Posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:09:30
I don't have any friends. I can't seem to hold down a job. Intimate relationships? That's a laugh. I feel like a freak of nature. I feel like there's nothing I can ever do to ever make things better. I will probably come out of this later, I usually do, but right now it feels hopeless.
-T
Posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:18:24
In reply to I'm depressed, posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:09:30
I'm tired of everyday being such a struggle. Just to exist... is such a struggle sometimes.
-T
Posted by Zana on May 3, 2009, at 11:30:10
In reply to Re: I'm depressed, posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:18:24
Hey, what brought all of this on today? Seems like you have had some good days recently, but I don't feel like I really understand what you are struggling with. I'd like to know more.
Zana
Posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:43:52
In reply to Re: I'm depressed, posted by Zana on May 3, 2009, at 11:30:10
I've been off my meds for around 6 months, ever since I quit my job with an abusive boss. I haven't held down a job long enough since then to get insurance. For the most part I do okay without meds, I have my ups and downs, but this is the first time I feel this down. I just feel so hopeless right now.
I was at this last job long enough to be covered by insurance through the month of May (unless I pay $300 a month to continue it, which is money I don't have). I made an appointment with a new doctor to see if I can get some meds. I'm going to ask her while I'm there if she can recommend how I can get meds once the insurance runs out.
I've had anxiety attacks since I've been off the meds, but this is the first really bad depression I've felt. I hope this makes sense. I'm having trouble thinking clearly enough to write.
-T
Posted by Phillipa on May 3, 2009, at 12:44:39
In reply to Re: I'm depressed » Zana, posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:43:52
T I'm here and know your story. Can you get back on the prozac? Today? Anyone you know? Did you have any extras you might not have used? Love Phillipa.
Posted by jammerlich on May 3, 2009, at 13:06:09
In reply to Re: I'm depressed » Zana, posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:43:52
TC, I just wanted to make a quick suggestion about your Prozac situation. If your insurance covers it, why not ask your doctor to write you an Rx for a 3 month supply? That way you've got some time to find another job or a prescription assistance program. I do that with some of my meds just so I don't have to go to the pharmacy as often, and it actually turns out cheaper sometimes. Like, if it usually costs $7/month and I do 3 months at once, the total is $14.
Anyway, hope that was helpful and that you don't mind me sticking my nose in.
Take care.
Posted by jammerlich on May 3, 2009, at 13:14:48
In reply to Re: I'm depressed » Zana, posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:43:52
Isn't fluoxetine the generic Prozac? If it is, it's available at 10mg, 20mg, and 40mg at Target for $4 per 30 day supply.....or $10 for a 90 day supply. And that's the regular price....no insurance needed.
Posted by no_rose_garden on May 3, 2009, at 14:01:34
In reply to I'm depressed, posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 11:09:30
(((TC)))
I hate when ppl tell me this, but you know you'll feel better...even though it doesn't feel like it now.
Also, to add onto what Jammer said, I'm pretty sure wal-mart and rite-aid have cheap generics (even w/o insurance)...and maybe other places too
Posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 14:30:32
In reply to Re: I'm depressed, posted by no_rose_garden on May 3, 2009, at 14:01:34
Thanks you guys, I hadn't thought of that. When I go to the doctor tomorrow I'll ask her about that.
I went and laid down, and had a dream about not being able to move, even though I had things I wanted to do. I guess that's an accurate description of how I feel.
I happened to think, I think I may be pre-menstral (however you spell that) as well, which sometimes causes a crying fit, although I don't know about the pit of depression. I was starting to feel bad last night, so I went out and bought Finding Nemo because for some reason that movie always makes me feel better when I'm down, but I haven't watched it yet. I think I'll watch it now.
-T
Posted by TexasChic on May 4, 2009, at 14:25:06
In reply to Re: I'm depressed, posted by TexasChic on May 3, 2009, at 14:30:32
The doctor I went to was so nice and helpful, and her fee is less expensive than the usual, so I should be able to afford to go back to her. I'm getting my meds filled at Walmart, $10 for a 90 day supply of Prozac, and $11 for a 60 day supply of Xanax! I can't believe all this time I assumed I couldn't afford it! I didn't think a doctor would give me a 90 day supply right off the bat like that. But I explained my situation and she was very understanding. She also: told me where there was a United Way place that does counseling on a sliding scale basis, showed me some breathing techniques for my anxiety, and agreed that a sales job probably wouldn't be a good choice for me. All this from a Family Practitioner! So all in all it was a really good visit! I feel better already, like maybe I'm beginning to regain some control over my life.
-T
Posted by 10derHeart on May 4, 2009, at 14:49:57
In reply to I've got meds!!!, posted by TexasChic on May 4, 2009, at 14:25:06
That's fantastic! I'm happy for you. I had a similar experiecne with a doc where I live a couple months ago - not about psych meds, but about other things, and the way he listened, took extra time with me, and made things feel like a partnership was HUGE. Made my whole week. And I had been assuming he wouldn't be or do any of those things - and found out I was so wrong. (Although he did get a little testy when I knew something about a BP med he was sure was wrong....and then he saw I was right! yikes...I tried to be nice but I can't help it if I research everything to death...)
I think you are doing great. Hope and faith - those are key :-)
Posted by Angela2 on May 4, 2009, at 16:57:05
In reply to I've got meds!!!, posted by TexasChic on May 4, 2009, at 14:25:06
TC, that's great! I love hearing about stuff like this. And, you are a great person. Don't listen to anything or anyone that would say otherwise.
Posted by TexasChic on May 4, 2009, at 19:36:53
In reply to Re: I've got meds!!!, posted by Angela2 on May 4, 2009, at 16:57:05
Thanks so much you guys! I'm so up and down right now, your words of support are exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you!
-T
Posted by Dinah on May 4, 2009, at 22:45:30
In reply to I've got meds!!!, posted by TexasChic on May 4, 2009, at 14:25:06
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