Posted by Autumn Despotis on June 9, 2001, at 2:54:35
In reply to Re: Help me if you can, I'm feeling down., posted by Anna Laura on June 9, 2001, at 2:07:09
Dear Anna Laura,
What an inspiring letter! What part of Europe are you from? My husband is from Cyprus, on the Greek side. We go there every year.
I think I'm going to stay alive for now. Although, I have noticed my driving has become abnormally reckless within the past few days. It's like I'm inviting death, but death may have had another engagement to attend.
I find it extremely difficult to discuss this with my husband, he doesn't seem to grasp the fact that you can't just tell a chemical imbalance to go away. It's a legitimate illness, but in his country they don't really acknowledge things like that. It's putting a strain on our marriage, and increasing my instability by the minute. I have an appointment with a new psychiatrist on July 10, but we're going to try to get in sooner. I can't go an entire month without some sort of mood stabilizer. But I don't trust the psych. I have been going to. I can't go back there, it would only make things worse.
I am happy that you found your epiphany that day. It gives me hope. I don't hve much hope, I can always use more!love,
Autumn
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