Posted by 6 underground on September 16, 2007, at 2:04:28
Oh god, i have so much stuff, i mean for person, my stress level is just always popping off the charts, i just want to give up but no i cant. I cant give up my education of success but i dont know where im going im just in collage.
I just want life to be just smooth and not so, why through my perception of life my enenemy, time is agaisnt me, sometimes or at many times i think just everything was ment to make it hard. Its this perception i have.
I stop'd procrastinating, but everthing thing i do im "oh dammit why me" its just life. And when we live life i just wished i could just go away to some place. But i have got alot to deal with, collage, social life (having trouble with)
This post is not really why am i going to scream, even thought at times im screaming in my head.
I have so many phobia's, that i know are going to happen, like one of my bad habits is "ratting on" even with my doctor he thinks im just needs some help myself and he's a pdoc!
I've got to get into some psychogisht session and explain these thoughts, because i just cant tell an online community because no one knows my real life.
But thanks for even reading this.
One of my goals: to maybe help other in there struggles even though i have many of my own.
poster:6 underground
thread:783187
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