Posted by Racer on November 8, 2005, at 12:58:15
In reply to Re: Just had 12 cookies, posted by TexasChic on November 7, 2005, at 18:43:02
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> I've been trying to make myself anorexic again. That's why I binged, I hadn't eaten all day.
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> That's my sorry confession.
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> -TI do that, too. I try to go back to restricting, so that I can get some of this weight off again, but it doesn't work for me anymore. That's very frightening, because it feels as though I don't have a choice in the matter -- I can't stand being this big, and I can't go back to being smaller. It's really awful.
I don't know what to suggest to you, aside from trying to be healthy rather than thin, but at least I wanted you to know you weren't alone. It's the isolation that really gets me, with the ED, so maybe that helps?
poster:Racer
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