Posted by karen_kay on May 4, 2008, at 19:53:46
In reply to Feeling Trapped » karen_kay, posted by Sigismund on April 22, 2008, at 17:13:13
gosh, i hate that feeling, of being trapped. i often wonder if it's normal, that a whole lot of people out there feel the same way, or if it's my old/bad habits returning, with that sense to RUN run away when things get tough.
blah! now i don't know, you know? it's not like i'm putting up with anything or anything of that nature (well, other than the fights, which are a part of marriage, especially one married to me!! wanna get married? i can be a real cold-hearted bitch at times :).. but, like i was thinking, i'm not putting up with anything, it's more the thought 'there's somethign else out there' you know? and not necesarily men (unless bill gates calls me of course. or billy bob thornton, or chevy chase.. ok, you get the picture.), but jsut something. like i shouldn't be wasting my life aweay making f*ck*ng lasagna and sugar cookies, whrn i could be making money or doing something that makes me happy (not that feeding and tending to my son doesn't make me happy, but there's got to be somethign else too, you know? i need to fid tha balance, or else i need to get out of this stupid fairy tale mindset i have..
sh*t man, i don't know. i don't have a clue at all. is that what it's supposed to be like, in life? to roam around without a clue as to what you should be doing? or is it jsut me? because most people i talk to seem to know what's going on, while i'm still sitting around, wondering what i shoudl be doing...
wanna send me a plane ticket? montana's a gorgeous place, and i wouldn't mind visiting for a few years :)
gosh, you really got me thinking on that one...
kk
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