Posted by JustB on February 7, 2005, at 17:10:23
In reply to Re: Conquering the fear of trying again, posted by alexandra_k on January 1, 2005, at 20:28:54
> Talk to people.
It's easier not to. They don't want to hear what I have to say, and I'd rather not lie. This, obviously, leaves me silent.
> Once you start talking sometimes it can be hard to stop...
True. But I must turn my back to the brink this approach leads me to. My life is spent avoiding said brink... as I dare not glimpse the abyss.
> We can be here for you if you will let us.
I think I've already gone to far.
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I have been traveling a lot the last 2 months. A week in St Martten (Caribean), vacationing with friends. A week in Indiana for a funeral. A week in Puerto Vallarta for my daughters 18th birthday. Still on the docket is Florida in March, Alberta Canada in April, Monroe, WAshington in May, Indiana in June. Colorado in July, Oregon in August. OKC in Oct....
...and still, these days at home are torture.
I hate that about me, which of course, leads to:
I hate
b.
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