Posted by runnergirl on January 29, 2006, at 9:52:18
I am tired!!!!! I have been unhappy for too long now and not sure what is wrong with me. I have been overweight on and off for as long as I can remember, mostly over. I have an increasingly harder time concentrating on things as the years go by as well as remembering what I just said five minutes ago. I do not know why I am here and really do not see where I serve any purpose, I have not been truly happy for a long time. I suppose my complete lack of self-esteem helps in aiding my feelings of worthlessness?
I was put on anti depressants about 5 years ago and have moved back and forth from prozac to zoloft & wellbutrin. In the course I have gained a lot of weight and I hate myself.(More than usual) I know that how I feel is largely dictated by how I look most of the time. The medecine does not seem to be working anymore. I have asked my doctor about topomax, which I have been told helps with depression as well as weight control. Does anyone out there have any advice or experience with this? Thank you
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