Posted by gardenergirl on April 4, 2004, at 15:04:44
In reply to Scared to death, posted by Pandabear on April 3, 2004, at 17:03:18
This sounds like a difficult situation. Is being angry and expressing it hard for you? I would imagine it would be even harder to face your T and your pdoc together. That might seem like they are ganging up on you. I don't think, based on your post, that they can hospitalize you for being angry, unless you threaten them and intend to carry it out. It certainly doesn't sound like that is the case with you.
It seems like their wanting you to accept the dx is related to taking your meds. Do I have that right? Can you talk a little more about this concern? Have you tried them and found them to be intolerable? Or are you more concerned about the meds being wrong if the dx is wrong?
Also, I hope you find some relief to your fear before the 9th. I can tell how important this event is to you. Can you try to separate the singing from your dilemma? Perhaps if you visualize them as separate parts of you, with separate boundaries or compartments, so that you can approach each event individually? Also, relaxation and/or meditation can help. Can you visualize yourself singing beautifully without crying?
Good luck, dear. I hope you find a resolution that is acceptable to all and is what's best for you. That should be the goal, always.
gg
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