Posted by B2chica on May 27, 2004, at 17:10:26
In reply to I really and truly give up, posted by Aphrodite on May 27, 2004, at 15:20:19
((((Aphrodite))))
You should first and formost feel VERY good about what you did today. About opening up and telling about your hurt and ache.
I don't know exactly how you are feeling right now but i have two thoughts.
1)there have been Several sessions where i opened up (only a little in reality but a LOT to me) to my T and when i went home i was ready to go to the hospital...i curled up in bed and Bawled and screamed hysterically, other times i hid and cut ready to shred myself...my point being that your emotions that are very powerful right now, they may be because you finally allowed yourself to open up. Please give yourself at least a couple days to think things through before you terminate.
2) i agree with Speaker in that i think you should take your post in and tell him how you felt. Discuss termination or not but you should discuss how this made you feel. Your reaction to your topics and reaction to end of session are all very important.
again, just gotta say Congrats on talking about difficult topics! I'm still at the "deer in headlights" stage. So it gives me hope when i hear others finally get some breakthrough.
FWIW
B2c.
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