Posted by B2chica on February 21, 2005, at 13:26:58
In reply to Re: **Urgent...please » B2chica, posted by partlycloudy on February 21, 2005, at 13:17:31
i haven't heard back. the website said it could take up to 24 hours. i know i'm not a threat to myself right now. the 27th. the plan is 99% effective/can be followed through (i always leave 1% room for the unknown).
i think anger is taking over right now. i'm mad at the 'crying' me. it's time to stop. enough is enough already.
i thank you for caring.
i'm afraid that my posts from here on out will be just too triggering and bad for this site. i want NOONE to follow in my footsteps! so i think it best that i set babble aside (at least for today).
remember, i have a plan that i won't deviate from-at least the part about not doing anything this week and i WILL see my pdoc on friday i can assure you all that.
i truly thank you for caring....ps. i love you all here.
thank you.
b2c.> B2c, I'm here too. I just don't want you to feel you're alone. Asking for help is a very difficult thing to do at the best of times. You aren't crying wolf when you're so close to carrying out or formulating a plan.
> Have you heard back from the samaritan site?
> pc
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