Posted by Speaker on February 27, 2005, at 16:55:19
In reply to Re: More Freud stuff ...and new insight ***trigger**** » fallsfall, posted by gardenergirl on February 27, 2005, at 9:59:46
GG,
I'm so glad you are connecting with your T and trust him enough to talk about the big S word!
My father was just like your..."If God wanted holes in your head he would have put them there". My parents never went to church except for weddings so I also knew that had nothing to do with his attitude. I always thought it was a control issue as he was a very in charge kind of guy...but a really good dad otherwise.
I was also raped (I've never even typed that or talked about that yet...seems odd to see that in print)and I gained weight very consiously wanting to but unattractive. I dealt with csa and in high school I also gained weight for the same reason. For me when I did have children it was like I was so busy that I lost the weight and busy enough I just set aside my issues. You never know children might be a break from some of this for you :). I always say if denial works go for it as it never lasts long enough.
It sounds like you are making some great progress and I'm so glad for you! You make me miss my old T as I had a very open relationship with him too.
Keep up the good work....blessings!Marie
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