Posted by happyflower on April 26, 2005, at 10:40:32
Hi everyone! I just wanted to say I am feeling so good lately. I had my 12th visit to my T yesterday, and it felt so wonderful. He is so happy about my progress. He said he was proud of me! I was so worried about the erotic transferece, but I think I needed to feel this in order to trust him fully. Having a sexual relationship is the ultimate trust, so if I had these feelings, it must mean I am trusting him. But the erotic feelings are passing mostly, and all I feel is support and caring from him. It feels great to be able to trust again. The last couple of sessions, he took time to really get to know me and I love the support I am getting. He wants to do EMDR for the 2nd time, in my next session 2 weeks from now, he said to think about it, but is not pressuring me to. I think I am in a place I can maybe trust my most painful feelings with him. He won't hurt me, he will help me. I trust him, I trust myself, I am so happy I deceided to do therpy. I will heal my pain, and make my life so much better. He will help me become the person I am meant to be. In a way he is my hero. Sorry for being so sappy today. lol
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