Posted by antigua on June 20, 2005, at 17:11:00
In reply to Re: Not Wanting to See T again. » cricket, posted by Jazzed on June 20, 2005, at 16:55:59
Aww Cricket,
I'm sorry you feel this way. I felt this way for a very long time--years, in fact, but it came to be a comfortable joke between us. The more I don't want to go, the more I know I need to. I still find that when things are really tough, I sabotage myself to make myself late. Othertimes I try to be late (I wasn't late the first 10 years--always exactly on time) but still get there on time. The important thing is that I try to let her know those things, but she knows them by now. She often starts off with "now why didn't you want to come today?" or "what is it that you didn't want to tell me?"Hang in there,
antigua
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