Posted by Jazzed on July 6, 2005, at 12:08:17
In reply to (jazzy) » Jazzed, posted by Shortelise on July 6, 2005, at 11:49:08
Thanks EE, ShortE, happy, crazy T, alexandra, and lady bug,
I know you are all right. I don't know why I am being so bull headed about this. I think you are all probably right that this won't work out, whether it's now or later, when I'm emotionally invested - it's up to me. I don't know why it's so hard to even think about going out and looking for a new T.
I have made up my mind to leave him a note tonight when I go to see my son's T. I am going to tell him that I was hurt when he took the phone call, esp. because we were talking about something important, (and also because the call was frivolous in my opinion). I'm also going to tell him that I want to make a "connection" with him, but that I don't see how we can do that when he doesn't seem to remember stuff from week to week, and that hurts my feelings. I finally told him something I'd never told anyone in my life, to do that and then have him take a freaking phone call hurt. If it doesn't work out for me, maybe he'll at least think before he takes phone calls while he's with someone else.
I'm so depressed.
Jazzy
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