Posted by Susan47 on August 7, 2005, at 22:00:34
In reply to Re: new T going on vacation already!, posted by Jadah on August 4, 2005, at 20:05:51
If I could see the man I love sleeping in my bed ... I don't know how you can stand it. I don't know how his wife can stand it either. What does she think he's doing, exactly? I'm curious as to how a man gets away with this. I can't believe the wife doesn't have her suspicions. I can't believe he'll be able to keep this to himself. He must be seeing someone about this. Is he, I mean, even if he told you he wasn't, do you think it's true? Is it hard for you to keep your own therapy a secret from him? He'd probably approve. Be a bit scared maybe, and maybe he'd be scared enough to cut you off, which would be absolutely horrible. I really hope he doesn't cut you off abruptly, sweetie. I wouldn't let him find out I'm seeing a T, another one besides him. I wouldn't want to be the brunt of any feelings that might conjure up, and people are really good at doing this, hurting innocent others.
Gosh I hope things work out well for you, Jadah. I think you deserve a better life out of all of this. Keep writing about yourself. And I have to tell you that I still find everything you say about your T, a man you love who you're able to enjoy .. I find it really fulfilling to read about your feelings and your experiences with him, and I live vicariously, you better believe it. I'm right in there with ya, Girl. You're the lucky one who gets the reality, I'm the frustrated bit player with no lines. Hmm. No, I'm just frustrated and missing someone who doesn't exist. Hahahaha, sorry, I'm a bit mad today.
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