Posted by alexandra_k on August 31, 2005, at 6:11:35
In reply to Re: shouldn't have gone » alexandra_k, posted by Damos on August 30, 2005, at 17:20:45
Thanks Damos. Yeah. I'm feeling a bit better now. Time and space. It comes right in the end.
Two months. And he said he'd email me in a few weeks (he wants to check with my old p-doc about whether he has any ideas of who might work with me). So I'll probably only see / talk to him once or twice again.
I wish I could just accept that and make the most of it at the time. But its hard to know how to make the most of that.
But I'll be okay.
I will write something.
And hopefull if we do meet again
I'll have a little more self-control.
Thats how it feels
Like I lost it a little
I hate that
When I think I'm mentally prepared.
But actually, I'm not.
Not prepared enough.And I have to be.
I know that.
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