Posted by B2chica on September 13, 2005, at 11:50:53
In reply to decisions,decisions,decisions, posted by leslieamy8 on September 12, 2005, at 22:04:22
> do I slice and dice,make my face a maze to represent the way I feel? do I break my arm? do I allow the demons in my head to take over,or do I do the world a favor and just say goodbye? I am crying as I write.the evil in me keeps leaking out even as I try my best to plug the holes to hell.sometimes I feel that I give and give.to those on the receiving end I am a savior, always there with a smile and a hand to lend.if they really knew what goes on inside my head they would fear me,just as I fear myself.
i am sort of in a similar place as you right now, so unfortunately i can't give you much good advice. but i can tell you that i have two 'safe places', one is the library the other is a little room in the basement of my house that i can lock the door. in those two places i am not allowed to hurt myself. can you find a place like that if/when you need it.
please try.
b2c.
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