Posted by fairywings on September 16, 2005, at 17:04:04
In reply to Re: Totally freaked out by session! » fairywings, posted by Tamar on September 16, 2005, at 15:27:17
Thanks tamar, i don't think you're out of line at all, and i really appreciate that you responded to me, i've been so upset today letting my imagination go wild. i think he knows i was freaked out last night because i told him that i felt very threatened and that my exT had said i dissociated and that it was kind of schizophrenic, and it felt like when he said that. he said i wasn't schizophrenic and i wasn't psychotic, and he didn't know why my ex T went there, but he thought maybe, in an effort to try to fix things, he was trying to take me somewhere i wasn't ready to go or something like that, i don't remember.
He's told me he'll push and go as far as i'm comfortable with, but i think the lack of explanation last night made me feel left out on a limb, i don't know where he was going. and also, when he said, "DON'T respond to the child the way your father would have!" at that moment i felt he'd left me, and become the champion for my child, and i felt really abandoned. and i don't know why in the world he'd EVER think i would respond to anyone the way my father would have, that just makes me very sad.
i will talk to him about all of this next week.
thanks tamar,
fw
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