Posted by JenStar on September 19, 2005, at 17:50:31
In reply to At the end of my rope (poss. trigger0, posted by Dinah on September 19, 2005, at 12:43:36
hi Dinah,
I'm so sorry thing are this bad. I'm so sorry! I have hope and faith that you will be OK. I know it doesn't seem like it ever will, but it WILL once again be a good life. You're a fantastic, smart, intelligent, fun, witty person, and this world would be a sadder place without you. Your son needs you, and so do your network of friends IRL and here on Babble. I know that ties seem tenuous to your T, but there are all different kinds of bonds. He is bonded to you for life in a way -- even though you're far apart, he's seen you for SO LONG that you will never be forgotten!Would it be possible to do phone sessions or video sessions? Double sessions? Triple sessions when you drive down?
Can you temporarily see someone closer, just to have a lifeline with whom to talk? It doesn't mean your replacing your T -- just helping yourself through this difficult time.
To avoid the gun: Think of your son. Think of how how hard you've worked to make it this far. That time is so worthwhile -- your efforts are worth so much. Don't lose that, Dinah!
Please don't lose faith. I hope things get better soon.
JenStar
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