Posted by muffled on November 2, 2005, at 15:18:42
In reply to Panic attack/will I drop my newborn pt.?**TRIGGER*, posted by terrics on November 2, 2005, at 10:32:12
> Because I have been screwed so much by my recent jobs I am in a complete panic over dropping this newborn and killing it. At this point I think it is definitely time for disability.
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> I was completely panic stricken before I left for work (the baby) that I thought that if I hurt myself (as a punishment) before I left my house everything would be o.k. How is that for logic? The bandage on my abdomen kept reminding me that I was already punished therefore I was safe and would not drop him. TerricsOh (((Terrics))). You obviously care for the baby. But your definately stressed and need to take a step back and get yourself back together. Little babies are hard. Had two of my own, they both terrified me. They seem so small and fragile and helpless. Fortunately I had help. I'm sorry your hurting. Its so hard when your there. It'll be ok.
Jenstar said it well.
(((Terrics)))
Muffled.
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