Posted by muffled on November 24, 2005, at 16:23:26
So I know I am far from unique. Maybe someone has some helpful hints?
Me and inside me don't get along. But I been trying to let her do her thing more cuz she has a bunch of stuff I'm missing. I want to be whole.
However, the more I see of her, Aaaaaagh! I would guess she's that 5 yr. old rebellion age. Not the most appealing.
She says she can make me do stuff, not really. Sometimes she kinda sneaks up on me, but as soon as I cotton onto it I can fairly quickly reassert my dominance. Ha. Anyhow, so I am letting her be more, and therefore experiencing the weird 5 yr old emotions and trying not to be too weird about it. But its weird. These are emotions I haven't really aknowledged much for a great many years.
Anyhow, this stuff with my T, I think its her testing her in her 5 yr old way. I don't know whether I should let this run its course or reassert control and be an adult about it which would be no problem. Should I let her run with this so that maybe she'll learn and grow up?
Its so weird.
This whole thing is so weird.
Muffled
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