Posted by orchid on December 8, 2005, at 1:31:43
In reply to I'll regret this in the morning..., posted by Tamar on December 7, 2005, at 19:47:22
I think the reason that yuo didn't see him was because you are a little depressed now.
I am sure if you had felt happy and cheerful you would have walked over to him and said hello. Plus maybe the fact that you didn't tell him about your feelings, might have prevented you. Here you have been, thinking of him for the past 9 months, and he doesn't know it and you might have thought it would be weird if he found out about it now.
Also maybe you were afraid of his response - if he didn't seem to have remembered you that much or maybe if he had talked to you as someone he didn't think of too much. I think maybe you were afraid what his response would be and if you would be hurt by his response.
But I am glad you met him. I think sometimes when we get frustrated for a long time, when we get it (even a tiny bit of it), it helps to soothe our mind.
tomorrow will be a better day. And maybe you can just call him up one of these days and just check in perhaps. I don't think your T would be rude or indifferent. Maybe you should do that and it will help you move past whatever feelings is still bothering you.
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