Posted by ali_b on December 23, 2005, at 13:29:10
In reply to Re: This may be a *trigger*, i'm just not sure » ali_b, posted by fairywings on December 23, 2005, at 12:35:26
Actually I think that it was just the old hurts and all that inadaquecy sh*t....they creep up on you when you think you're well. Realized i'm 'not over' some stuff. F*ck.
And the friend, who knows what they're doing and I really don't mind, I sort of suggested that he 'make her feel good' (all of us being suicidal only a week or so ago) thought she deserved the attention....plus that would gaurantee the 'casual' part.
Eh, but I'm f*cked up just anyway... X-mas, and some other stuff...well,and just being me.
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