Posted by daisym on January 3, 2006, at 0:14:13
In reply to abuse is abuse is abuse ***could trigger*** » daisym, posted by zenhussy on January 2, 2006, at 17:59:48
Thanks so much zh, I'm sitting here with tears pouring down my face because your kindness hurts...a good kind of hurt but such a contrast.
We talked about self hatred today. I danced all around it but some part of me really wanted to talk about the conflict that causes some other part of me to hurt myself. I've never been able to explore it before, admitting to self-abuse is wretchingly hard. It brings in all those old feelings of not deserving to be consoled or helped or saved.
I'm glad you are doing so much better. Blazing a trail so I can see that it can be done is important to me. Please keep sharing when you can. I hang on tightly to these threads sometimes.
Love and hugs,
Daisy
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