Posted by happyflower on February 28, 2006, at 10:37:22
I am feeling emotional today about my decision regarding my T. I feel like I am doing the right thing regarding this but it is hard.
I will always have a special bond with him that has nothing to do with therapy. Then I also have the therapy relationship.
I feel like I truely love him, (not romantically), he is in my soul, in my heart, and he will always be special to me.
Maybe in the long distance future things will be different for us. But for now, I am okay with they ways things need to be. He will always be a part of me, no matter what happens between us. I feel good about that. It gives me strenth to give up what could have been if we met in a different way. I am able to let him go, and truly embrace the specialness what we do have. Kinda a bittersweet moment, but I am still smiling about it. It feels right.
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