Posted by kerria on May 27, 2006, at 14:49:58
It's too hard for me- i keep feeling so abandoned and rejected by T of past six years. i need a T who understands my parts more than anytime ever before. My T shrugged me off after all this time for no reason that makes sense. My life is a MESS as i struggle to face surgery for triggering pain and now rejection by h also.
T was the only one who knew and talked to my parts- he's not replacable. It's so unfair that he was so nitpicky and uncaring and left me with no other option than to leave .
i hate how things are now- no one that understands. The only one that understood me rejected me. i can't get over it. The new T can't help much - i don't know what parts are doing.
Most of all it hurts so much that T couldn't be on my side- the rejection is too hard:(How does anyone get through being rejected like this by their T?
tears
kerria
poster:kerria
thread:649384
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