Posted by annierose on July 9, 2006, at 15:37:00
... (to continue my previous theme)
Anyway, my T's (first of two) summer vacation is almost over and I get to see her again tomorrow. This was an interesting break for me on a few levels.
First, it seems like ages ago that I saw her. It's been a little less than 2 weeks but so much happened (or so it seems). My husband had a situation happen at work (for better or worse we don't know yet), I had a "bad" mammogram but everything turned out okay in the end, I sent my daughter to summer camp for 2 weeks (longest we have been seperated)and I signed a new lease to move my current business to a new location.
As excited as I am to go to therapy tomorrow, another part of me wishes I would cancel. I've gotten use to our time apart, I made good use of my new found "free" time and we will seperate again for close to 3 weeks in just 2 weeks! I will go - I just don't want to feel that closeness AGAIN and then seperate AGAIN.
However ... I am excited to see her and tell her all that has happened. It just seems a little selfish too, to share what went on with my life since we last spoke and not find out what happened in hers.
I guess this post = internal conflict!
A little self-diagnosis.
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