Posted by LadyBug on September 14, 2006, at 20:05:57
In reply to Change In Appointments?, posted by LadyBug on September 14, 2006, at 0:33:13
I went to my appointment and I guess I'm glad I did. I told her how I was feeling about her making another obligation during "our" time and then her expecting me to make accomadations to see her at a different time. I told her I don't like change and if I can't count on our time being available to us both then it's ok to skip a week or whatever. I would rather do that than have her squish me in her schedule somewhere. Aren't I more important than that? I know I'm important to her. And I think she's pretty aware that she's important to me. I will now see her in 2 weeks. I didn't ask where she was this week and I told her I didn't care where she is next week. And I don't. I do have to find a way to not be so bitter towards everything in my life. It's so hard when thingsat home are such a struggle right now. I hate my husband with every fiber of my being. OOPS, sorry for the negative truth.
I'm so glad I have a journal to write in, cuz I have a butt load of writing to do. I've got a lot of stress right now! I will take care of me first, then my girls, and to he** with the rest of the people in my life.
Thanks for reading, my babble friends. This place is good for me because I know at least some of you understand what it's like in some way or another.
LadyBug
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