Posted by Amandafran on September 25, 2006, at 17:14:33
In reply to Re: I need some help, posted by Lindenblüte on September 25, 2006, at 7:25:53
Thank you all for your input...I think that part of my problem is that I am wanting someone to care for me and love me. I just found out today that I might have skin cancer so Im really REALLY freaking out...I wont know for about a week but I think that my obsessing over things is all because I need support and love and that is something that I didn't get a lot of growing up...I was loved but it was the smothering type of love and it made it where I wasnt able to be independent and I had to depend on my parents and to this day..I have depended on them...Now, I am trying to be independent and take charge of my life...including my health and I am finding out that there are things wrong with me that have been bypassed...and it is coming back to bite me. So I think what I really want is for someone to be there with me not to solve my problems but to guide and support me...and so I put myself in situations in my mind where people are helping me and loving me and it makes me happier...(did any of that make any sense?) I hope so...I tend to ramble..but if you followed it! Great :)
Thanks for helping me...I need all the help I can get! :) Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
Amandafran
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