Posted by jammerlich on October 3, 2006, at 23:14:13
In reply to Re: I have T in less than an hour, posted by pegasus on October 3, 2006, at 12:05:19
I did manage to get myself there and it was emotional....just what I didn't want it to be. That makes it feel like I'm getting closer to her and I DO NOT want to be close to her. I'm even starting to think I might want her to hug me. Wanting that makes me angry with myself (I need to suck it up and be strong)...and afraid. When I saw her before, she hugged and now I'm not sure if I'm afraid she'd still hug me or if I'm afraid that something's changed and now she wouldn't.
Why can't they just tell you exactly what you need to do and send you on your way? I'm sick to death of this relationship BS.
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