Posted by wishingstar on October 19, 2006, at 18:54:35
In reply to Re: appt with new T » wishingstar, posted by TherapyGirl on October 19, 2006, at 18:27:02
Unfortunatley this guy isnt in Ginnys practice. Hes in some sliding scale clinic here in my town (shes in the town over, about 30 min away). I'm not sure how well she knows him, if at all. I am going to try to keep an open mind about it. I do have a fall back plan.
She didnt have any cancellations today. She called me around 1:00 and said so, and I told her how bad I was doing.. she asked several times if I needed to be in the hospital and I told her I'd think about it. She told me she'd call back at 5:00 (after her last session) to check on me and get this, she DID. I know, seems obvious, but that hasnt been my luck lately. We only talked for a minute but she said I could call over the weekend or anytime if I needed to. I really, really like her. Now I'm convincing myself she hates me, I think probably because I asked for help, but I know thats my irrtational side.
If I seem a little more together right now than in my last posts, its true. I slept almost all day. I just ate an entire box of spongebob macaroni and cheese. I'm on my way to Nutcracker rehearsal (ballet) so I've been mentally gearing myself up for this for an hour or so. Entire box of macaroni and a leotard together isnt so pretty, but luckily I'm still depressed enough not to care right now.
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