Posted by Daisym on November 28, 2006, at 18:14:35
In reply to Re: P.S. Daisy » Daisym, posted by orchid on November 28, 2006, at 13:20:17
I appreciate you taking the time to write all that and to share. I agree that looking back is not the way to go forward. And I also agree that once you've had enough witnesses to your pain, you can put it away, because it is a part of you, not all of you.
I'm trying not to wallow. I'm just trying to find myself. It is hard to know who you are when your history is a lie and you feel like a complete fake shell. There was a point where I needed to remember everything and talk about it. Now I just want the pain of knowing to go away.
I'm glad you found your way and things are better. You are lucky to have your husband's support and to feel a powerful spiritual connection. I know you worked hard to create these things for yourself. Be well.
Daisy
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