Posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 17, 2006, at 23:47:24
In reply to Re: dissociation, how to stop? mega long » muffled, posted by littleone on December 17, 2006, at 23:30:58
wow. thank you littleone-
I find that so many of your experiences resonate with me.
I had my first sensation of dissociation (during the actual dissociation) about 3 mos ago. It was very strange. dreamy. my body and mouth were saying things, and my mind was off... not comprehending, only observing... noncommitally observing.
Sometimes I get dissociated when I'm typing on babble. I would like to get really foul mouthed and let forth all the crap. Spew. but I can't I censor myself, and so I feel that spacy feeling like I'm on autopilot.
Llurps the autopilot support robot.
anyways, when I'm really brought face to face with it, I have a hard time understanding the way that my "identity" can justify operating on very different spheres of experience, simultaneously.
Thank goodness our brains are built for parallel processing...
Lurpsie, and Ll, and whomever else is affected by dis-association...
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