Re: Reasons » Daisym

Posted by Dinah on April 9, 2007, at 1:39:18

In reply to Reasons, posted by Daisym on April 9, 2007, at 1:23:32

I wish I was that good or nice. :(
When I first expressed it, it was more a battle. I hated caring about him, and wondered if it was ok, and hated that I cared more than he did.
I still hate that.
I think if I hadn't felt like he cared at least a fair amount, I would still hate that I love him. Unrequited love s*cks. The power differential s*cks.
Maybe I'm just not nice enough to enjoy the expression of caritas without expectation. Well, I can't say there was expectation. That's why the admission was more of a reproach at first.
But... I guess it depends on my mood. Sometimes I could say with perfect good humor that I loved him, even if I wasn't feeling loved. Other times I felt like an idiot, or worse.

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Thanks but pls dont be sad for me...It's kool okay Scentedgarden 4/8/07
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Again, I haven't read the entire thread Dinah 4/9/07
Re: Reasons » Daisym Dinah 4/9/07
Ack. Never mind. Dinah 4/9/07
Re: Reasons inimitable 4/9/07
Re: Thanks but pls dont be sad for me...It's kool okay » pegasus sunnydays 4/9/07
Thank U 2 EVERYONE... 4 givin ur reasons 4 loving! Scentedgarden 4/9/07
No need to reply to above message, thx 4 readin it (nm) Scentedgarden 4/9/07
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