Posted by antigua on April 10, 2007, at 10:30:00
In reply to Re: Want to Quit cause it seems 'as good as it get, posted by JoniS on April 10, 2007, at 9:45:34
Just wanted to say that I've been there, time and time again. (16 years of it almost!) What I've discovered is that when I feel like this, it often means that I'm holding back on something or we are venturing into territory that I am in denial about or afraid to confront.
Actually, I'm going through it right now, although I know I'm on the way to termination. Even though I know this, there is at least one unresolved issue that we've been skirting: my relationship with my mother and how it reflects my relationship with my T. I've been the most stubborn about confronting this with her, and she knows and respects that, but she has a good way of reeling me back in.I've cut back to once every two weeks, and tomorrow I'm determined to go in and confront the hard stuff instead of focusing on my day to day life. She has taught me so well to deal with my regular life, and that's what is leading me toward termination, but I know I'm fighting it.
Just my opinion and wanted to let you know that I constantly ask myself if this is the best it's going to get, and if it is, I'm o.k. with it. I just know that each time these feelings surface, I'm stronger, and I trust my T and I to reach the decision together on when I'm fully ready to quit.
best to you,
antigua
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