Posted by OzLand on July 22, 2007, at 0:26:40
In reply to Re: how to tell *triggering csa** » frida, posted by Poet on July 21, 2007, at 18:20:37
Don't feel bad. I did not deny it when I was in treatment in the 80's and into the early 90's, but I refused to talk about it--said I had resolved it in my mind. I really believed it. No therapy and doing okay for over ten years, and then it hit me like a lead ballon. I tried to talk about it with a therapist who was ill equiped to work with me on these issues, but now I have someone who is well-trained, etc. I finally said to myself, I have to do this as I am sick and tired of being depressed; even did ECT to get over being depressed. HAH; didn't really work because I never addressed the issues. Now I am, and it is gut wrenching. I think this is why so many, including me, would just as soon avoid it. Problem is it does not go away and eats away at you in various ways as you know. We are all here to help.
OzLand
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