Posted by LadyBug on July 22, 2007, at 15:43:19
In reply to Wanting to run away *trigger* misc. sh*t too, posted by slugdoo on July 21, 2007, at 21:58:23
(((((slugdoo)))))
I don't want you to feel like no one replies to your post. I know you're going through a difficult time and I want you to know how much I care. I really do. I read, but don't often post because I'm in a very difficult place myself and feel so negative all the time it's hard to come up with anything that sounds worth while. I'm so sorry I don't have anything profound to say.My life is falling apart in many ways including my physical self. I don't want to turn this post into talking about myself. I have upped my medication for depression and hope it kicks in soon.
Sorry my thoughts are bouncing all over the place!!!
I'm glad you have your T in your life. I know what it feels like to have your T out of the USA. Mines been gone for 4 weeks. She is suppose to come home today and will be back in her office on Wed. this week. I see her on Thurs. I had a really hard time while she was gone, especially one night a few weeks ago.
I wish I knew what to stay to you to help. Can I send you a hug and tell you to keep on trying and I hope this passes, that things return to where you are doing better? I wish I could take you out for an iced Latte, we could chat about our lives. How they compare, how we cope, what we can do to survive the pain of it all. I wish I had a friend to do that with.
So many things aren't working out for me right now. I wonder if they EVER will, I want to give up, too many things hurt right now. I know it's hard to find things that are worth fighting for when we feel so down.
What can I do for you? Tell you how special you are, you are an amazing person that has overcome so much in your life. It's hard to grow when we have things in our past to deal with. I don't know about some of the stuff you deal with. I know of my own demons and they are hard enough.
I want to run away all the time, I've done that all my life!!!! When I was young, under 5, I had a little suitcase that I'd pack with my stuff. I'd build a hut and pretended to go to China. In my small mind, it was the farthest place I could escape to so the pain would go away.
So do you want to go to China with me. We could go somewhere else if you want. But I'm ready to go, today!
Hugs and caring for you always~~~
LadyBug
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