Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 22, 2007, at 18:40:04
In reply to Re: mumblings. little suicide trigger., posted by muffled on July 22, 2007, at 17:52:49
Thanks you all for your caring, concern and counsel
i feel a lot better since I picked up my violin and ground my way through some bach (dark stuff) and ended up killing Don Juan prematurely in the first 4 notes of the excerpt. It only went downhill from there. Oh crap, did I just take death lightly? DonJuan is a fancy piece for orchestra. I played it less than fancy. Don Juan is supposed to die [tragically] in the end, but I killed him before he even got a chance for a romance with one of his amours. laughing (yes, laughing!) I attempted to play a lavish love scene. It sounded more like a drunken attempt in the back of a very small convertible.
yeah, maybe I sound silly, but silly is good. H wants to eat calimari for dinner. I'm eating Nutrisystem pot roast. Still losing weight. Maybe it's all those neurons evaporating.
Muffled, and others- if I don't feel better tomorrow or my white haze turns a bitter black, I promise to call quieT.
call me crazy.
-Ll
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