Posted by sunnydays on July 24, 2007, at 22:36:30
In reply to Re: i feel so close » sunnydays, posted by muffled on July 24, 2007, at 22:11:44
> Awww SD thats so amazing!
> You are a sweetie so I am not surprized, but what a great idea!Music!It can be a link from you to him, to hold onto when he's not around. I hope it will be very useful for you.*** I hope so too. I've only listened to it once, because I'm afraid if I listen to it too often it will lose it's 'magic'. But I have his voice now, because he was singing.
> I'm really sorry bout your Mom. I think maybe I kinda divorced mine a long time ago...
> Its not so bad really for me, I actually feel kinda bad how little I care, but I suspect mebbe it happened a long time ago...I dunno when, so maybe its not so much I don't care, but that I'm just over it, cuz its been so long? Dunno. So it does get better I guess. Hang in there.**** Yeah, I feel very emotionally detached from my mom. The only time I enjoy being around her is when we act like friends, not mother and daughter. I hope it gets easier. There's a lot of negative self-talk in my head that maybe I'm not interpreting her actions right or something, but my T has been helping me see that she really is not acting normally, no matter how you look at it.
> I so admire your ability to allow your T close. I don't know that I could do that. You a special one all right!
> Take care
> (((SD)))
> Muffled
**** Thanks muffled. You're special too. You always can be so kind in your posts, even when you are having a hard time yourself. It took me forever to trust my T, and I still don't feel I'm letting him as close as I could. But I guess trust takes time... Thanks for responding muffly.sunnydays
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